I went back and looked at our emails. The one’s that started this love. The countless emails back and forth. I didn’t know they would lead to this. To me. To the most wonderful Valentine’s day. You did everything possible for me. You made me happier than i have been in a long time. I wonder if you know my thoughts of you. I try my best to communicate them but i feel they’re lost in the translation. I can only hope you see it in my eyes. You know i cry because i’m afraid of the unknown. I beg for confirmation of our love even though i don’t really need it. I know you love me. I can see it. I just want to know it will last. That i will be as happy as i can be, forever. That i will never feel the pain of you slipping away. I know you can’t tell me forever but i want you to know that’s what i want. And if you want that to then that’s as happy as I’ll ever be.You didn’t know when you were writing those emails that it would lead to this, and we don’t know what this will lead to now. But i love every second. Every second i feel secure, that no matter what happens throughout my day that you will always be there waiting for me. You are a wonderful friend.