September 2010
7 posts
Perfection
You are perfection. I have no other way to word or describe it. I can’t tell anyone else because they won’t understand. You would have to be you or me to understand it. Such an amazing feeling, knowing you feel the same way. Shit happens, life sucks sometimes. But i finally have that feeling, the “everything will be alright, no matter what” feeling. You give me that;...
Sep 30th
Late Night Experiment: Shiver. →
pipinpadleopsercopalice: So I look in your direction But you pay me no attention, do you? I know you don’t listen to me ‘Cause you say you see straight through me, don’t you? But on and on From the moment I wake, to the moment I sleep I’ll be there by your side; just you try and stop me I’ll be waitin’ in line,… Damn i remember this song =/
Sep 30th
school
pretty anxious for tomorrow. I’m excited. I’m not too excited about seeing your face but oh well. I keep thinking you won’t even show up lol wouldn’t surprise me. Anyway, I’m hoping to make some new friends =] I’m also praying for no homework the first day haha. Oh and now that I’ve found my soul mate…there will be no need for dumb guys =] yay. Still...
Sep 20th
Done
I am officially done thinking about you or caring. You have never put any effort into anything. You’re never there when i need you. Not even as a friend. You are the most selfish thing i have ever come across. Your blatant disregard for everyone’s feelings but your own is unfathomable. For me to care about you and try my hardest to get you to show any selflessness whatsoever is futile....
Sep 16th
Today was definitely a trip
I went to the movies. Pretty normal right. Until my date walked the fuck out of the theater five minutes in. Guess what? I drove us. Fun right? Then the fucker ignores my phone calls as i drive around trying to find his childish ass. Found him, drove him home, almost fucked his day up for sure. I was more angry than i have ever been before in my life. But don’t worry. My night turned out...
Sep 10th
Forgotten? Or finally found
I’m pretty damn confused at this point in my life. I haven’t figured out how you feel for me. I don’t think i will ever truly know. You haven’t even tried to contact me in three days, I don’t know if you’re doing it on purpose anymore. I’m just trying to live my life. I won’t worry about this anymore. I will always miss you.
Sep 8th
Karma
I once got told that it was all going to come around on me. Well it did. Totally in love with someone that doesn’t find me worth their effort. Someone who would rather point out my flaws than realize his own. Someone who would leave me alone, scared, and confused. Who would rather never talk to me again than put any effort in. Who is too scared to care, too insecure to show his feelings. I...
Sep 3rd