Ever feel numb? like you don’t know if you feel anything anymore? i do. i do a lot. I have to help myself feel things again. I made a trip out to Graham today… to pick up our new car. It was interesting to say the least. “Sergeant air wave” came on the radio of course. I didn’t know what to feel about that. memories are swirls for me. I found myself talking about you...
I’m fairly heart broken today. I guess its just that kind of day. The ones where you just want to sit in your room, listen to music, and think. I’m not sure i really enjoy facing my thoughts on these days.
So I thought I might try this shit out haha see if it actually does something for me. I don’t really know what to say now that i think about it. I wish people were different. I feel like i am the only person who can forgive anyone. I wish things were just more mature around here…